07 April 2009

Why's everything gotta be so intense with me?

I'm not invulnerable. One day, I'm going to die. One day, everyone I know, will be dead.

I don't know why, but tonight that really hit me hard and all I could think was that I was wasting my time. That I don't have infinite amounts of it, and I'm wasting the little I have. And that hurts so deep down, I just want to numb it out. Want to do a few things I haven't done in a very long time.


Fuck it.

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